you, me and minus 20cm

Do you ever struggle the feeling of being just a floating human in a tiny rock somewhere in space? Because that was exactly my thoughts when I went back to the gym. It is sometimes a full time job to not see us humans as satirical characters in this weird, green and blue piece of rock which we call home. Like when I do twenty push ups I just sometimes think what on earth I am doing here? :D A person I know called this lack of motivation. I like prefer to call is as lack of grounding. And thats what I have been really working on the past summer. Trying to ground myself and not to think anout that floating rock thing too much.

I have lost now in total over 20 cm over my body. That if something makes me feel invincible. You know invincible in the way of if I would ever be in middle of zombie apocalypse I would make it out of alive. Sent me to survivors I dont care I would win that shit. Put me through week without caffeine I wouldnt even bat an eye.

Life has been so good and kind lately and I am so happy to feel nice and calm in my own home, but also in my own body. I hope you feel the same way in yours.

Toodaloo, Tara Who