tiistai 17. lokakuuta 2017

☾ I am deeply feeling person in a messy world. I cry & I laugh a lot because I pay attention ☾


as it was wrote to my instagram, being 25 years on this planet has taught me that I am a deeply feeling person in a messy world. I cry & laugh often because the same reason: I pay attention. I think past year was one of the most exciting but also the most horrifying year. If somebody would pinpoint exactly year ago frackles of this person who I am (and mostly whom I am with) today with the experience I have today I would not recognize myself. So I don't blame you if you ain't recognizong me either, but one has been same and its my racing heart 🍍 I have been so lucky to have quides to take me to these adventures and I am truly blessed in many ways. But man, that is the thing with life. It keeps surprising me. I still surprise myself how much I keep crossing boundaries because of my curiosity. I always think that now I have seen it all I want to see and then BOOM something crazy happens like few weekends ago. I am not definitely the same person after seeing the moon shine from the other side of the universe, nor I can never go back to the person who I was. But oh shit, how my perception changed for better. I truly hope I can keep living my life like this till the end. My life is crazy. But I would never ever change it. 

Thank you for all the people who remembered me, today my 25 anniversary in this planet. The roses, the wishes, the colorbook and love I got was overwhelming. You are the stars of my sky. I am so lucky to have you in my life. I am so grateful and happy that I was ready to turn the page to see what has the chapter 25 to offer me, as it was always not so clear that I will see it.
But now I feel peace and mostly I feel frackles of happiness.

Thank you to those who have been kind enough to show me their world. Thank you to those who during this year kept me hanging on when I didn't felt like swimming. Thank you for showing me all the sides of universe. Thank you for listening me. Thank you for crying with me. Thank you for laughing with me.
Thank you for the roses. And flowers. Thank for saying the words I needed to hear.
Thank you for going my favorite restaurants with me. Thank you for eternally texting with me when I needed it. Thank you for kissing me to the foreheard when I needed it. Thank you for covering me blankets. Thank you for showing me nature, and sharing me the most well-kept secret inside of yours and listening mine. Thank you forgiving me the mistakes I made and giving me chances to fix them.
Thank you for being there for me even tho you obviously knew sometimes which is better for me, but still be in this path with me and picking me up without saying the words "I knew it".
Thank you for sharing your stories with me of your life, and giving me your most valuable asset: time.
Thank you for listening my life problems and solving them together with me.

you know who you are so,
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.

And now is my time to give something to you. Here is a poem I wrote. There you go.
And ofcourse stay safe,
please.

ps. witches before bitches always :----D